Sunday, April 27, 2008

A cup of cofee..anyone?

It has been a very tiring week (sigh) with lots of unexpected things to happen at a sudden. I can feel the fatigue in my body. I wish I were in the comfort zone like some of the students here (I wonder why they don’t even care of the upcoming test. They all just playing games till night and then continue playing it again in the afternoon (they wakes up at afternoon). I would just do that at home-playing games all day long.

Talking about home, I am not going back this week due to unexpected test; physics on Friday (2nd of May) and Introduction to Computer Information System, Saturday (3rd of May) and not to forget Chemistry on Tuesday(29th of April). The bad thing about it is, we are given only short time of preparing for it and the test are all near to each other. (phew) Maybe I will be going home on 9th of May (insyaAllah), a week before final lecture. It seems like I have to wait to release all this study stuff. (Sigh)

Not only that, I have to finish my report on last Friday and I will be having two replacement labs on the same day tomorrow. Recently, I notice that my sleep routine has changed. Usually I sleep for about 6 hours and now it has started to reduce to 4 hours. The weird thing is, I don’t feel tired of it. I am just worried if there is a side effect of it. But, what I know is, it is not about the cup of coffee (the title is just merely a hook-LOL)

I remember once, last 2 years, my teacher said that “You will have an easy life on University level unlike in high school. So, just try your best in SPM. After that, you will not ‘suffer’” she said. Hurm, now I know that it is not as what she had claimed long before.LOL. It has just to be difficult to have a life, right. A life without struggle is useless eh?

In my last session with my naqib, he asked a few question.

“Dari mana manusian diciptakan?”

“Kenapa manusia diciptakan?”

“Untuk apa manusia diciptakan?”

All the answers are all in the Quran.

Al Hijr-ayat 26

“Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menciptakan manusia (Adam) dari tanah liat kering (yang berasal) dari lumpur hitam yang diberi bentuk.”

Al baqarah-ayat 30

“ Ingatlah ketika Tuhanmu berfirman kepada para Malaikat: "Sesungguhnya Aku hendak menjadikan seorang khalifah di muka bumi." Mereka berkata: "Mengapa Engkau hendak menjadikan (khalifah) di bumi itu orang yang akan membuat kerusakan padanya dan menumpahkan darah, padahal kami senantiasa bertasbih dengan memuji Engkau dan mensucikan Engkau?" Tuhan berfirman: "Sesungguhnya Aku mengetahui apa yang tidak kamu ketahui." “

Az-Dzaariyyaat-ayat 56

“ Dan aku tidak menciptakan jin dan manusia melainkan supaya mereka mengabdi kepada-Ku.”

And as a conclusion from all what I want to convey in this blog is what can be find in al-Quran surah Al-Mu’minun ayat 115

Maka apakah kamu mengira, bahwa sesungguhnya Kami menciptakan kamu secara main-main (saja), dan bahwa kamu tidak akan dikembalikan kepada Kami?”

We might not know what is all about, what God know what He is doing to us. Like in another Sura Alam Nasyrah-ayat 5-6

“ Karena sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan, sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan. “

Sunday, April 6, 2008

Is it good or bad?

Assalamualaikum…it has been a long time already eh??LOL.

Hurm, where should I start from? Well, after a week of busyness, I manage to put my fingers on this laptop and write this post.

Lots of things had happened last 2weeks. First, my group had presented our drama and it was two thumbs up from our tutor and we are qualified to enter drama competition, if there is any. After that, we were so busy preparing our literary analysis that we were so disappointed to know we would present it next week (I slept at 3 just to finish the slidesT.T).

Hey..I have received certificate of academic achievement from UTP rector’s himself and it was a really great day. There are 9 people who managed to score 4 flat and three of them are from Petroleum Engineering.LOL. Even though I didn’t manage to get it, but I was “proud” of my friend’s achievement (my course).LOL.

Currently, I join ‘Sehari Bersama’ program held by Rakan Muda as a facilitator to help school student in their examination. I am appointed to Sekolah Menengah Teknik Seri Iskandar pupils. Phew, lots of things I heard from my friend. For example, ‘Selalunya budak2 teknik ni susah sikit nak jaga sebab diorang ni banyak sikit masalah disiplin’. Yea I know it but it is the greatest challenge that I have to face (chaiyo2). At the end, I will be judged whether I managed to change them or not. Hu3.

Oh yea, I have just received a message saying that I have been selected to join Tekad program, another program that involve school pupils. This one is quite different from Rakan Muda program because it will be only conducted once unlike ‘Sehari Bersama’ where the program is continuous. Another thing is, I am not only be there as a facilitator but as the comitee. Yeah!!

Hurm,Last night, I went to another interview for incoming Convofair. I was having a telephone conversation with my mum on the way there. To my surprise there were only a few attended that interview. ( I mean, it is the biggest event in UTP and how come there were only a few people there). I applied for Marketing and Merchandise Department because I want to know how far I’m good in doing business.HU3.

So you see, there is a problem here. There are so many activities that I join now that make me wonder whether I could handle it or not. It’s not that I’m into all things, but I just wanna keep my life in UTP a lil bit different. Well, compare to last SEM, I was still adjusting my life in here but now I have started to get more than just studying. You see next two weeks I’m goanna to have my second test and I really really hope that I can manage my time systematically. This busyness makes me wanna write this post to share with you guys. There is another one, I didn’t write for quite a long time and I wonder did I improve or getting worsens. You tell me okay??