Reality of life

I might not be the right person to talk about this.But i do have something in my head that i think worth writing.Maybe not for you readers, but for me;to advise the future me (this is like Ted Mosby writing to future himself why he shouldn't date his ex-es.But on this case,its totally different)

Few days back or months I should say, I have been busy searching for internship placement for next semester. After attending the internship briefing, I was really excited (there's always excitement in first time experience). Turn out that the next day, I listed all the PE related companies; googling on the net, to find exciting companies and their addresses.(Hell, I was really that enthusiastic)

I even write,re-write,re-write and I forgot for how many times I need to correct my resume. Well, basically it was easy to refer to your senior's resume until I met Mr.Idham from the career unit. He said 'UTP students' resume are all the same. The company won't even look at your resume'. There I go, study back my resume and re-write it.

Well, after completing my resume, I called all the company listed. As usual, they asked me to mail my resume and other related documents. But most of the companies said there's no internship placement at their companies. The worst thing I experienced was ; the person hang up on me when I introduced myself as a student.

It has been a month and there's still no offer from the listed companies. There is one company that I didn't apply but offer me. It is PETRONAS. Thanks to SIIU.

That's the reality in PE field right now. People(most) always say that I would have bright future in PE but they don't know how we, as a student face difficulty in finding INTERNSHIP placement. Hell, I can't imagine how tough it will be to find JOB.

So, to FUTURE me, be grateful on any offers given to you, and choose wisely because this is reality of life. It is difficult to live in.

p/s: good luck guys in finding internship placement!

Train,People and Life

In the name of Allah,the Most Gracious,the Most Merciful

What do you always do on train?


Normally,i love to listen to music and read book.But i also like to watch people.Don't get me wrong.What i mean is,i like to analyze them.(Even though, it is just my perceptions, but i like my brain to start thinking).

I always wonder,what kind of people are in this train ?What do they think in their head?
Some wear smart attire.Some in school uniform.Some in simple attire.
Some look sad.Some happily laugh with their children.Some sleep.Some just like to watch others.

I judge them by their appearances and look.(Not a good thing right?Just for fun only, as if i'm a detective-Detective Conan influence.LOL)

I don't know why i like to,but this is what i do on train.

We can learn a lot by looking at people.

Because,
deep inside in my heart,i always wish,i don't want to be like them.

1. I'm sad to watch people who always have to wake up every morning and go back home at the evening because in their mind "if i don't work,what will i feed my family".
2. Burden of work loads at office.Sometimes they work OverTime,but what they get is what the boss able to give.
3. In train,after office hour,it will be filled with lots of people.People have to be fast to get into the train earlier.I can see some stress when this happen.
4. I always imagine,what will be the another story when they're at their home.With children,wife,bills etc2.

It is now common thing people get stress based on what we always read on papers.

• Divorced
• Suicide
• Child abuse
• Murder
  

"Work without fun is suicide"-Albert Einstein.
"Craziness is what you always do repeatedly and hoping for another result to happen".-I don't remember who say this.


What is the answer to all this?
Always remember,our final destination is,to meet Allah.Do as many good things in here while you still alive.

"Allah menjanjikan kepada orang-orang mukmin, lelaki dan perempuan, (akan mendapat) surga yang dibawahnya mengalir sungai-sungai, kekal mereka di dalamnya, dan (mendapat) tempat-tempat yang bagus di surga 'Adn. Dan keridhaan Allah adalah lebih besar; itu adalah keberuntungan yang besar. "[At-Taubah,9:72]

Marditillah should be our biggest target in here(World).

Life without Allah's blessing is meanigless.Start do things for the sake of Allah.


P/s:Islam never forbid human to be rich.Islam forbid people to be greed and wasting money for unnecessary things.

L.i.F.3...

What does life mean to you?

To me, life is full of challenges and the journey in painting our life with colors is meaningful. Some people just be like an ostrich. They hide from problems and fool enough for not realizing their body can be seen by others.

Do you enjoy your life?
People do not feel happy when they don't like what they do. For instance, people who wake up in the morning and go to work, then after a busy day, they are tired enough to spend time with the love ones. They live everyday just to pay bills and debt. Car, house, bills, foods, self-rewards, family are always in their mind. Don't you feel sad to be like this? You live just to settle your debt and contribute nothing to others.

We live for the future...
Don't regret one day in the future,just because you didn't act now. Start acting and you are a step ahead of changing yourself.

C.H.A.N.G.E
Simple word, yet hard to do.

p/s: Just simply to post.But still have deep meaning

Review:Tuesdays with Morrie

This is my first post in December.After not knowing what to write,i guess,better brief you guys about a book that i have just read.

Title:Tuesdays with Morrie:an old man,a young man and life's greatest lesson
Written:Mitch Albom

This book is really great.You will not stop once you started it.(i stopped somehow~my brain can't read the whole book at a time)

It is about a dying old man(the author old professor) who sees death in a positive way.

1. If you have any regrets in your life,that means you never satisfied with your life.You are unhappy.
2. We ought to think that money is everything.That's what we were told about.Forget the culture.If we think of helping others,then we will forget bout it.

Well,i can't remember much..but that's part of it.

"If you're in bed,you're dead".