It has been a very tiring week (sigh) with lots of unexpected things to happen at a sudden. I can feel the fatigue in my body. I wish I were in the comfort zone like some of the students here (I wonder why they don’t even care of the upcoming test. They all just playing games till night and then continue playing it again in the afternoon (they wakes up at afternoon). I would just do that at home-playing games all day long.
Talking about home, I am not going back this week due to unexpected test; physics on Friday (2nd of May) and Introduction to Computer Information System, Saturday (3rd of May) and not to forget Chemistry on Tuesday(29th of April). The bad thing about it is, we are given only short time of preparing for it and the test are all near to each other. (phew) Maybe I will be going home on 9th of May (insyaAllah), a week before final lecture. It seems like I have to wait to release all this study stuff. (Sigh)
Not only that, I have to finish my report on last Friday and I will be having two replacement labs on the same day tomorrow. Recently, I notice that my sleep routine has changed. Usually I sleep for about 6 hours and now it has started to reduce to 4 hours. The weird thing is, I don’t feel tired of it. I am just worried if there is a side effect of it. But, what I know is, it is not about the cup of coffee (the title is just merely a hook-LOL)
I remember once, last 2 years, my teacher said that “You will have an easy life on University level unlike in high school. So, just try your best in SPM. After that, you will not ‘suffer’” she said. Hurm, now I know that it is not as what she had claimed long before.LOL. It has just to be difficult to have a life, right. A life without struggle is useless eh?
In my last session with my naqib, he asked a few question.
“Dari mana manusian diciptakan?”
“Kenapa manusia diciptakan?”
“Untuk apa manusia diciptakan?”
All the answers are all in the Quran.
Al Hijr-ayat 26
“Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menciptakan manusia (Adam) dari tanah liat kering (yang berasal) dari lumpur hitam yang diberi bentuk.”
Al baqarah-ayat 30
“ Ingatlah ketika Tuhanmu berfirman kepada para Malaikat: "Sesungguhnya Aku hendak menjadikan seorang khalifah di muka bumi." Mereka berkata: "Mengapa Engkau hendak menjadikan (khalifah) di bumi itu orang yang akan membuat kerusakan padanya dan menumpahkan darah, padahal kami senantiasa bertasbih dengan memuji Engkau dan mensucikan Engkau?" Tuhan berfirman: "Sesungguhnya Aku mengetahui apa yang tidak kamu ketahui." “
“ Dan aku tidak menciptakan jin dan manusia melainkan supaya mereka mengabdi kepada-Ku.”
And as a conclusion from all what I want to convey in this blog is what can be find in al-Quran surah Al-Mu’minun ayat 115
” Maka apakah kamu mengira, bahwa sesungguhnya Kami menciptakan kamu secara main-main (saja), dan bahwa kamu tidak akan dikembalikan kepada Kami?”
We might not know what is all about, what God know what He is doing to us. Like in another Sura Alam Nasyrah-ayat 5-6
“ Karena sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan, sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan. “